Wow. Just wow.

Last night was... indescribable - but I'm going to try.

Last night Sir took me to a BDSM dungeon. We attended their orientation class, which did an okay job of preparing us for what we were about to witness in the dungeon. While we were listening to the rules, the common terminology, etc., there were people walking back and forth from the lobby to the dungeon and back, in costume, on collars and leashes (yummy), carrying whips and other tools....I couldn't wait to get back there!

Finally, when the class was over, we got our temporary membership cards, and headed straight back for the dungeon. What a TREAT! Some things were downright scary for me, like the lady that was laying face down on a gynecologists table with needles through the skin on her ass, bleeding, getting paddled with the back of a brush, or the guy that was chained to an X-board, getting flogged HARD by somebody Sir unexpectedly recognized and knew from outside life. Heck we even saw another employee from my company there. LOL

Some of it was COMPLETELY hot, though. What grabbed my attention the most was a girl that I noticed before they even opened up the dungeon. She was a sub in a pink collar on a pink leash, who was obviously well trained. She came in to the room and immediately went to her knees. She filled out the forms quietly and all the while kept looking up to her master to be sure he wasn't requiring her attention at that moment. She looked around the room curiously, but her gaze went back up to her master every few seconds to see if he was watching her. She was very regal in her submission, and I admired her for it.

Watching her get spanked while tied up to the x-board, I learned a lot about how people prep the bottoms for such an activity. It seems that they always start out very slow, and work up to the heavy stuff. By the time her session was over, she had bandaids on her back from where her skin broke from the flogging.

I will admit that some of it really scared me, but I'm also very intrigued and ready to try.

There were people getting spanked, people getting pierced, people getting tied down and used, people being tickled while restrained, even one guy had some electrical equipment that he was using to apply shocks to his "victim" who was tied to a table.

And they all were eager for it - I didn't see anybody who wasn't enjoying the torture that was being delivered. People were lined up, waiting for it.

Honestly, it reminded me of a carnival... I felt like I needed to buy tickets. Five tickets for the flogging. Three tickets for the suction cup thingy that I *kind of* tried out. 15 tickets for the cage!

Yup...a cage. People being tied up with saran wrap...it was AWESOME.

I do hope that Sir and I can get to a place where we start defining our D/s relationship more clearly. I long for protocols, sessions, structure, etc. I do hope that He decides soon at least some of what He wants from me. I want to be submissive, but not every bit, all the time. I want a sort of informal 24/7, but I want formality for certain things, like when I'm wearing a collar, or how I'm expected to behave in public or around His friends.

I want MORE. (Sounds like me, doesn't it?)

Until next time....

me